I wont be coming back here anymore.. & in case if you're wondering, this is where i've moved to:
ffelicity.livejournal.com
love, huishuang
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine,
that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth,
of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,'
cause you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
dear god, you are the wind beneath my wings..
today, in the midst of all confusion spelt out by the unending readings, responsibilities to be fulfilled, fear of the future and wondering where all these are leading me to.. i went back into the embrace of jesus..
in the quiet and stillness,
he filled my heart with peace and love,
love which no one else can give..
there was nothing else on my mind,
nothing else which i wanted
but to remain there in his presence forever,
to pause time and fall behind..
away from the rest of the world,
a world that is twisted and corrupt
i need to learn to live and love
just like the way jesus did..
hello.
i went missing :)
for too long haha.
its 1.31am now, according to de clock on my laptop. not my usual sleeping time as of de past two weeks so no point snuggling up in bed & forcing myself to sleep..
shouldnt have hung up so fast. i need company..
& though i promised to turn in early.. well nevamind!
law camp's in two days and im half excited only. was pretty excited abt school two weeks back but now my perspective has changed. maybe it was de law talk and different trips down to smu. realities sink in to oppose dose expectations and cripple my excitement a little.
wadever it is, i'll trust god and look forward (:
i think my mind is always stifled by confusion.
lyk dis song relates v much to me and i love listening to it over and over again..
time after time by cyndi lauper
Lying in my bed
I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles
confusion is nothing new
Flashback to warm nights
almost left behind
suitcases of memories
time after sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me,
I can't hear what you've said
Then you say--go slow
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds
if you're lost you can look and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has turned to gray
watching through windows
you're wondering if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time
if you're lost you can look and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
time after time
gdnyte!
i've been reading de bible lately & came across many nice verses which i wna share. maybe next time! (:
past month was good with the pillowman, films fest closing show 'road to dawn' & holland v extremely nice Italian food with cousin, music fest, LTC project, preparation for law interviews which gave me the jitters and caused many sleepless nytes, 2 weeks of dance practice for concert which i only performed for a nyte thanks to my sick body..
but id say it was all worthwhile..
a week into May alrdy & my life seems to be characterised by a lack of purpose, or a general sense of lack. and yes, life ahead seems uncertain..
smu law tea session with sally belly on a fine saturday afternoon & we were behaving lyk jokes as usual. wads with being best friends in law school, holding hands singing songs & taking bus 67 to school together. only one reason why id accept smu's offer :p but becus i made a fool of myself before de photographer, no more smu law for me. met jo-ann and fritzie along de way as well. i feel for you frit :(
weekend was also well spent with mom. lunched with her at kenny rogers & she came to church the following day. i invited her for mother's day service at church & i could tell she was happy. im looking forward to meeting my fave girls tonyte and holland v with limin tmr. bring me to island creamery will you (:

day 1 at de airport (:
cabbing to our hotel...

pretty bedrooms
on the train to suan-lum
our very first bowl of tomyum (:
6 ppl in a cab. had to sit on drey's lap (:
for you loong.
day 3..
loong & dennis
tuk-tuk!
day 4: i was sick :(
on the tuktuk gg back to our hotel at night (:
on the top of the world! :D


emo-ing......
dis one's for loong too.
day 5, before leaving for the airport..
nice blog (: HAHA.
no friends, no tagbox, no memories. hee.
no welcome msg too!
wad's love event at jonk's church:



huishuang/ says:
so where did u get posted to?
SIDNEY says:
guess! haha
huishuang/ says:
OCS!
SIDNEY says:
HAHA YES
SIDNEY says:
burrrrrh! omg officer lim! whoot
officer lim. HMMM.